i checked my 'friends' blog just now.
notice the " ' ' ".??

i suddenly feel like venting out all my anger.

this is not the 1st time im angry with you, darling.
it's neither the 2nd nor 3rd.
please go look up 'trust' and 'friend' in the dictionary.

done?

does anything apply to you?
i big NO.

` 'Trust takes years to build; but only seconds to shattter.'

i trusted you like hell.
i told you everything.
and you did too.
we took trust as a step-by-step relationship.
it took manyMANY years to get me to trust you and vice-versa.
dont tell me you and your new friend only took a few seconds.
hello.
we talked behind backs before.
and now you're doing it to me.
sweet, ass hole.
just sweet.
i dont mind being a triplet.
you basically just started ignoring me.
your new friend is just so interesting huh?
dont you trust me anymore?
its so difficult to talk to you now.
you're always with that friend of yours.
to be frank,
i'll always think, "hey. that's my ear to whisper to."
i really hate you now, okay?

and please.
stop giving LAME excuses.
there's PLENTY of time in a day, freak.
just because you cant manage the 24 hrs properly...
sheesh man.

'True friends are hard to find, difficult to leave and IMPOSSIBLE to forget.'

i'll never forget the times we had.
when i scanned your friends list, i was very disappointed.
where am i?
i always made it a point to include you.
it won't hurt to put just one more name down, right?
didn't you call me your 'best friend' before?
i still remember, you know.
and i felt so touched when you said that.
now?
what's up with you?
i really don't know how 2oo6 is going to end now.
sometimes i think i'm closer to dellysda.
and i haven't even met her face-to-face.
yet.

i'm thinking about meeting up with you, delly dear.
perhaps one day you'll receive an invitation from me.
i honestly can't wait for that day.

SHAHIDAH-
left the computer, crying.
this is not the 1st time, honey.
XOXOX.

a bene for you for making me smile.


LOVE<33,
SHAHIDAH-
XOXOX

p.s. jasper wears CROCODILE underware.
SHHHHH!!!

i've got no feelings for anything now.




gawd,damnit.imissyousobad.

my blog's really missing out on my life lately.

there's no inspiration.
no mood.
no strength.
since today i just got IMMUNIZED.

SHAHIDAH-
XOXOX

I'M AWAKE AND BACK!

today was so fun la.
thank you; SU LINK XIAN, PHUNG JING YI, CHIN JASON, IVAN KOH, TAN JAN XIONG, JASPER TAN, NURAQIDA, NURUL SYUHAIDAH, HAIRUL AZWYN, ZUNAIRAH, KOK YU XUAN, YANG ZHI XIONG, MS JULIANA, KEVIN C., JONATHAN LOK - FOR MAKING MY DAY. :DDD

SLX, PJY, CJ, IK - THANKS FOR #1) letting me take your picture, #2) acting being crazy on the bus back to school/making me laugh.

TJX, JT - THANKS FOR #1) letting me listen to your conversation on the bus to JBP, #2) informing me on who's sleeping.

N - THANKS FOR #1) singing the spongebob squarepants theme song with me, #2) volunteering with me to do AD thingy, #3) making me laugh.

NS, HA - THANKS FOR - #1) walking to 7-11 with me, #2) laughing with me.

Z, KYX, YZX, JL - THANKS FOR making me laugh. ALOT.

KC - THANKS FOR - #1) letting me view your pictures, #2) promising to send me the pictures.

MJ - THANKS FOR - ALWAYS BEING THERE!

i love 2006.

SHAHIDAH-
XOXOX

i'm so sleepy.
i go to sleep 1st,
then i go online to blog
&
upload pictures.

XOXOX

i'm moooooody today.

TRY THIS OUT!!

step1; write down your HANDPHONE number.
eg. 91234567

step2; remove the 1st number.
eg. 1234567

step3; multiple the 1st 3 numbers by 80.
eg. 123 x 80 = 9840

step4; add 1.
eg. 9840 + 1 = 9841

step 5; multiply by 250.
eg. 9841 x 250 = 2460250

step6; minus 250.
eg. 2460250 - 250 = 2460000

step7; add the last 4 numbers.
eg. 2460000 + 4567 = 2464567

step8; repeat step 7.
eg. 2464567 + 4567 = 2469134

step9; divide by 2.
eg. 2469134 / 2 = 1234567

step10; put the number you removed at the beginning of the new number.
eg. 91234567

WOW!!


SHAHIDAH-
XOXOX

1. single, taken or crushing?; crushing on sethos.
2. are you happy with your life now?; definitely.
3. when you meet the right person, will you fall for him fast?; if he's reallyREALLY right, then- yeah.
4. have you had your heart broken?; nah. but the fact that seth is'nt real does break it.
5. do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?; no. cheating is baaaaddd..
6. would you take someone back if he cheats on you?; i guess i have to re-build trust with him 1st.
7. have you talk to another person about marriage before?; yeah. i discuss marrying off my sims with them. lol.
8. do you want children?; uh-huh. but i don't want them to grow up.
9. how many?; one. then i don't need to spend more $ on others. school fees very expensive now...
10. would you consider adoption?; yup. given the fact that the adopted knows (s)he adopted is before i adopt.
11. if someone likes you right now, what do you think about him letting you know about his feelings?; he's brave to do so. take a cue number, darling. i'll consider..
12. do you enjoy getting into relationships?; yeps. its good to know that someone cares.
13. be honest. what did you and your ex did?; it's so obvious! since you're talking bout my ex, dose'nt it make sense that we broke up?!?! sheesh...
14. do you believe in love at first sight?; yes. if you don't look at the person for the 1st time, how to fall in love?
15. are you romantic?; if it includes giving my simmies a ballroom wedding, 3-layer cake and 5 sim days of honeymoon-ing, yes.
16. do you believe you can change someone?; with the right influence, anything can happen.
17. if you could marry somewhere, where would it be?; in a air-conditioned place. i dont like void-deck weddings.
18. do you easily give in when you are fighting?; depends on #1) who i'm fighting with and #2) what i'm fighting about.
19. do you have feelings for someone right now?; yes. i'm crushing, remember(Q1)?
20. have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?; nope. i'm weird. i fall in love with sims.
21. have you broken a heart?; no. im in love with sims, remember(Q20)?
22. one day, if your best friend falls in love with he that you are deeply in love with, what would you do?; why must have 'one day' in front of the Q one? anyways, i'll break up with the so-called 'best friend'. girl code states that a best friend can neverNEVER fall for your best friend's guy.
23. are you missing someone right now?; no, not really.

I'M DONE, DELLY.
and i want;
#1- aqida
#2- zunairah
#3- casandra
#4- sam lim
#5- jasper
to do this.

my tagboard is up.
:DDDD
i archived all the tags from the previous taggie.
yupyup.
it's BRAND NEW.

<33 LOVE,
SHAHIDAH-

tomorrow's hari raya.
i'm gonna be rich.

lol.

LOVE,
SHAHIDAH-
XOXOX.

POST IS EDITED

sorry bout the sideways scrolling.
the pics are too big.
and ignore the 2nd side scrollbar.
dunno what that is for.
apologies..

EDITED:
i removed the SC pictures.
to prevent those itchy-hands from stealing.

i don't really have the mood to blog.
i'm gonna make this a photo post instead.
enjoy.

MY SETHIE!!

DELLY'S OLIVIE!!

see.
vampis. are cute.


i need permission to post pictures of people.
no permission yet..

hugs & kisses.
SHAHIDAH-
XOXOX

I now officially declare vampires burning hot.


i bought 2 hari raya kurungs today.
#1 is dark green and #2 is dark pink.
& don't forget the preetyPPEETY shoes.

XOXOX
<333

what's the big deal on tagbaord posing?
why can't you be NOT a coward a put your REAL name when you tag?
let me guess,
YOU'RE SCARED?!?
knew that.

hello!!
this is 21st century.
computers were invented, blogger was invented.
and tagboards soon came along.
what's a tagboard for?, you may ask.
tagboards are for the blogders(blog+readers) and the blog mistress/master to comunicate.
it's not for breaking up friendship, presenting hatered, posing or hurting someone else.

yes people, hurt.
would you feel so happy if someone comes along and shouts in your face, 'OH DAMN YOU!! I HATE YOU TO THE DARN, FAT ASS CORE!!'
would you feel;
angry?
yes.
insulted?
yes.
and the two usually come with feeling hurt.
a blog can be seen worldwide, mind you.
you don't need express your hatered by tagging my board.
just e-mail me.
we are obviously mature enough to sort this out by ourselves.
i deleted my tagbaord because
#1) a 'certain someone' came and became some 'passerby'.
note1: you can't possibly be a passerby to hurt someone, right?
i know it's you.
who else can it be?
the evidence is already in the tag.
and
#2) someone i DON'T EVEN KNOW came, posed as somone else and insulted me.
note2: hey, i dont even know you
i got this terrific info from DELLYSDA.
i'm not going to be angry with the posed person, thanks to her.
anyways,,
just like what delly mentioned in her blog,
when tagboards were invented, the inventers were smart enough to include your IP ADDRESS.
to let you know, i can identify you by that way, thank you very much.

i'm really pissed at the inconsiderate few who posed.
i want you to confess.
and i, REALLY mean it.
e-mail me. since my tagboard's not up.

1a)Pick the month you were born in:

January - I kicked
February - I loved
March - I smoked
April - I dry humped
May - I choked on
June - I murdered
July - I did the Marcarena with
August - I had lunch with
September - I danced with
October - I sang to
November - I yelled at
December - I ran over


1b)Pick the date you were born on:

1 - a birdbath
2 - a monster
3 - a phone
4 - a fort
5 - a Mexican
6 - a gangster
7 - my cell phone
8 - my dog
9 - my best friend's boyfriend
10 - my neighbour
11 - my science teacher
12 - a banana
13 - a fireman
14 - a stuffed animal
15 - a goal
16 - a pickle
17 - your mom
18 - a spoon
19 - myself
20 - a baseball bat
21 - a ninja
22 - a model
23 - a noodle
24 - a squirrel
25 - a football player
26 - my sister
27 - my brother
28 - an iPod
29 - a permanent marker
30 - a llama
31 - a homeless guy


1c)Pick the colour of shirt you are wearing:

White - because I'm cool like that.
Black - because that's how I roll.
Pink - because I'm NOT a homosexual.
Red - because the voices in my head told me to do so.
Blue - because I'm sexy and I do what I want.
Green - because I hate myself.
Purple - becauser I'm cool.
Gray - because I was drunk.
Yellow - because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars.
Orange - because I hate my family.
Brown - because I was high.
Other - because I'm a ninja.
None - because I can't control myself.

1d) Rewrite the sentence you made.

I had lunch with my cell phone because the voices in my head told me to do so.


2a) Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the Qs 1st.

1. Dellysda
2. Zunairah
3. Azwyn
4. Siti
5. Aqida
6. Adilah
7. Khairunisaa
8. Dayana
9. Casandra
10. Hui Min
11. Seth
12. Jasper
13. Ling Wei Jie
14. Samuel Lim
15. Ivan
16. Jonathank Lok
17. Irwan
18. Raj
19. Yassar
20. Shaikh


2b)Answer the Qs

How did you meet 14[Samuel Lim]?
>He's in 3A(2003), my p3 class.

What would you do if you never met 1[Dellysda]?
>Get on with life without knowing her.. How would i know? I met her already and i'm glad i did..

What would you do if 9[Casandra] and 20[Shaikh] dated?
>I would go to them and ask if it's the truth.

Did you ever like 19[Yassar]?
>No. Why would I?

Would 6[Adilah] and 17[Irwan] make a good couple?
>No. *coughing* Shortie alert. *coughing*

Describe 3[Azwyn].
>Let's see. 1 nose, 1 mouth, 2 ears, 2 eyes, 1 head, 1 body, 2 arms, 2 legs, 10 fingers, 10 toes. I can go on, you know.

Do you think 8[Dayana] is attractive?
>I'm only attracted to boys.

Tell me something about 7[Khairunisaa].
>She's nicknamed Nisaa.

Do you know any of 12[Jasper]'s family members?
>Yeah. His mom picked me and my group up to go to their house to do SS project(2005).

What's 18's[Raj] favourite catch word/phrase/sentence?
>Cool.

What would you do if 11[Seth] confesses that he/she likes you? >
I would be the happiest soul alive. I LOVE SETH ALREADY!!

What language does 15[Ivan] speak in?
>English and Chinese.

Who is 4[Siti] goin out with?
>No one at the moment.

How old is 16[Jonathan Lok] now?
>12. Same as me.

When was the last time you talked to 13[Ling Wei Jie]?
>2 days ago. Was about RED BEARD! LOL!

Who's 2[Zunairah] favourite band/singer?
>Eminem.

Would you date 10[Hui Min]?
>No. I treat her as a friend; no more, no less.

What's your favourite thing about 5[Aqida]?
>Her sense of humour.

hellohello.
today was ckp-p6 1st excursion after PSLE*.
went to omnimax theater and science center.
p6a - p6g went to see roaming mars 1st.
then we went to the SC.
p6h went SC 1st.
then they get to watch deep sea in the theater.
was my 3rd time in the omnimax theater.
in my op., 6a got the best seats today :))
yay yay!!
when we were going(in the bus), i sat beside awyn.
zu and aqida were behind us.
we talked ALOT.
topic: sleepin' and dreamin'.
very funny topic.
me and awyn got one big monster in our dreams.
so, if you all have also, WELCOME TO THE CLUB!!!
me and zu got same experience in our dreams.
not going to blog what.
it's EMBARRASING.. X(

in the theater, i sat beside awyn.
who sat beside aqida.
who sat beside syu.
who sat beside siti.
behind me was winston.
who sat beside jason.
in front of me was samuel kong.

the omnimax builders are smart.
they construct the thingy until look like 3D.
nicenicenice...

when at SC, it was quite boring.
there was still the same ole thingy-ma-giggies there.
the worst part,
THEY CLOSED DOWN THE MIRROR MAZE!!

we played like hell there, though.
we kept going to the place where they take picture of our shadows.
funny interaction.
kept screaming in the DARK room.
we played the-game-which-is-very-hard-to-describe-in-typing.
andthen andthen andthen,
i took a video.
this chick was hatching.
cute :))
and when the rest of the class went to mc to go eat, we played in the PSLE** room.
some of the 6b boys were there.
then we raom freely around SC.
until ms julie called us back to assemble.
befor that, we were staring at the spinning thingy.
and in the bus zu, awyn, syu and qida got giddy.

&&,
in the bus i took a video of my PREETY class.
i LOVE 6A.
got only some people actually.
some camera-shy, some talking too much.
funniest was sam.
1st he turned and waved.
2nd pretend to be james bond with the gun thing under his chin.
laughlaughlaugh..

blog again tomorrow.
XOXOX.
SHAHIDAH-

note: *; Primary School Leaving Examination
**; Primary School Learning Experience

wahhh.
just watched princess hours.
rate it:*****/*****
good storyline. :))
comp is super laggie today, for some odd reason..
playing red beard.
CURIOUS?
GOOGLESEARCH>PRIMARYGAMES>1STLINK>GAMES>Q-SGAMES>REDBEARD
stuck at stoopid level 14.
argh...
a photo of seth.
also my display picture on msn.
yes, i'm crazy over a VAMPIRE sim.
GGGRRRRR!!

he's so un-believe-bly cute..
*gush*

today's wednesday.
A.K.A. the 1st day of FREEDOM in school.
and my malay class was given work.
really. im serious.
WORK.
cikgu asked us to look up on hari raya.
but thank god we did the researching in the lab.


anyways,,
i've this funny story to tell you.
happened during eng. class while we were doing a practise paper.
was compre.
the 1st paragraph of the text was ..
"One evening, I was passing through the cold wilderness of South Canada. Suddenly, I heard a growl and there before me, was a white timber wolf caught in a trap. Staring at the wolf, I felt confused as to what I should do. I tried approaching the wolf but it backed away, furiously straining at the steel jaw trap. On a closer look, I noticed that the wolf was a female and her teats were full of milk. That would mean that somewhere in the wilderness, there were wolf pups anxiously waiting for their mother."
(key; 6A- the class[doh], L- ling wei jie, J- jonathan lok, S- someone[i dont really know who], MG- mrs goh, our english teacher, SB- shai's brain[what i'm thinking])
S: mrs goh, what are teats? in the passage one.
6A: *giggle*
MG: teats? you know at the end of the breast got the...
SB: mrs goh realised she was going to far..
MG: AH! the baby bottle right, the top part, where the baby suckles on, that's called a teat.
6A: *laugh*
MG: those who laugh, i think you all still so childish..
L: but mrs goh, i thought that one call nipple.
6A: *LAUGH*
-mrs goh made a face at ling.
MG: you see, eng. has many words to describe one thing.it's good that you all learn a new word. if your mother ask you to go to the departmental store to buy teats for you brother or sister, what are you going to say?
J: I WANT SOME TEATS.
6A: *LAUGH*

just a random shout;
THE ONE, THE ONLY, HANNAH MONTANA!! WOOOO!

yupyup.
i love hannah montana.

i <33 seth too!!

wee!!

im bored.
let's see..
there's mdfirman, sam, jeff, edmund, delly, fathul, casper, dayana and manfred.
was chatting to jasper just now.
i confessed to him who seth is.
i <33 seth.
he's so handsome.
here's a pic.

the story?
yesterday, me, ling, sam and jasper were having a conversation online.
sam wasn't really participating.
so we talked.
then ling started flooding.
jasper threathen to tell me who ling like if he wont stop.
then they argue. say you act, i not acting.
blahblahblah.
then i asked if they know who i like.
seth was on my nickname at that time.
'i <3 seth!', 'SETH FOREVER'.
then i send them the photo.
but cancelled. so they could only see the small thumbnail.
they thought seth was a real person.
RIGHT???
then jasper said if i dont send him the pic. he will spread that i'm in love with some cartoon guy.
...
note to readers: seth's a sim. a cute vampire in a story some girl made in thesims2.com. i like the seriese. it's called twenty-one, if you're curious.
so this morning i went online.
so that's what i confessed loh..
i'm not at school today.
it's HMT papers. i dont take HML.
so, yeah...
i'll blog later.
dunno what to write about now...

okay.
i hope this is not the stupid-dest thing i've done.
HOW COULD YOU BE SO STUPID, SHAHIDAH??
im sorry, chiewhui, if i startled you in any way.

yes, i am weird.

*SMACKS HAND ON FOREHEAD*

shoot.
BANG.
BOOM.

HELLO!!
IM FREE!!!
WOOOHOOO!!!!
BLOG SOME OTHER TIME..
UPDATING SOME OTHER DATA.
HAVE A GREAT LIFE!